Random Thoughts

Am at work, but do not feel like working. Have two pending reports, but instead what do I feel like doing.... Blog!

I have been missing home lately. In fact a little too much. It might be due to the fact that I have not gone home in 2 years (really hard for a person who visited twice in a span of a year and a half) or it could be because, it was a big day in my Mom's life and everybody close to her was around except me or the fact that I am just frustrated sitting around in this small cold town.

All the reasons seem valid. I love to go home, miss my people, Mom is my best friend and I hate sitting at home but am home bound here. Again why did I move here. Oh! That's right I have a job here at TWFMC. It is a great job, but I don't know if I want to do this for the rest of my life. But then again, what do I want to do then. No CLUE!!! Added to this confusion in my pea sized brain is the fact that I have struggled so much to survive over the last 2 years that I do not enjoy anything. Everything is morbid. At the end of everyday I question myself is it worth it. The answer is hazy. But soon I know it will be clearer an am waiting for it.

Never mind the rambling, will get going. Guess should at least start working on the report.